this post may disturb you, or cause you to stop reading my blog. I hope this isn't the case. But I am willing to take that chance.
As I sat there, with JAB holding me, I just couldnt take it any more. I hurt, everywhere, my body hurts, my heart hurts, my mind hurts. I finally realized that I needed to seek help. I can not continue to feel the way I have been feeling. I need to talk to someone, talk out my feelings, talk about the things that haunt me, and change my mind set.
This is me, here, today, making a promise to you, my reader, my friend
I promise to get help
I promise to find a way to end the pain I feel
I promise to help myself
I am going to talk to my parents when I see them this next week and figure out a way to see a counselor. I need to have someone to talk to, to help me work through all this pain and depression. I just can not live with it any longer.
I promise never to let it get this bad again
I will leave you with this