quick update

heres a quick update on my life:

ryan & I broke up

I'm living day by day

I'm getting into counseling and seeing a dr about depression medication

I'm looking for a new job

I'm starting an exercise program

I'm gonna stay away from facebook, blogger etc for the next little bit. or maybe I wont. I dont know right now.

I might turn this blog into my survival guide, who knows. all I know right now is if my mom has lived for her 39+ years and survived I can make it though the next 24 hours. and then tomorrow I'll work towards the next 24 hours and so on.