Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Life Update

After looking at my phone to figure out what day it is I figured I might as well drag myself to my laptop and write a post about my life at the moment. I went home to Atlanta for the weekend, just to get away from this horrible town. I drove over an hour to meet a women who said she wanted to take Rhett (according to my apartment I cant have him any more and I owe them $250 + they might decide to evict me). She changed her mind when she saw that he needed to be groomed.

I went shopping and bought some things for my various blog swaps and a few gifts for some friends, only to come to find out that a check I got from selling a friend some clothing bounced so I only have $60 till the 1st of Oct and I need gas and groceries.

Looks like I wont be going to see Luke Bryan because I cant afford a $20 tix.

I was fully prepared to find a part time job today, I got up early, unpacked a load from my car and checked my mail to get a nice letter from UWG saying they dont want me. After 2 interviews and me telling them all my knowledge of phone centers, they chose to hire someone else. So that dream job Ive been praying for every night and Ive blogged about multiple times, ya, didnt get it. I now have the letter hanging above me desk.

So right now Im sitting in front of my computer, my home is a mess, I cant afford to buy gas to look for a job, I have no job prospects, I have no puppy to comfort me, JAB is at work and doesnt know about the job yet, my parents are "disappointed in me" for not getting the job, I still have no friends here, Im broke, my bff AT is coming to ATL this weekend but cant spare 10 min from her boyfriend to even see me, I keep getting invited to events back in my college town, my college bff JSO is not only married but preggers and due in dec (so much for our holiday plans). To say that Im not having a good day, week, month, year, would be pretty exact.

Oh and to add to my stress, my period is late and Im panicking.

Now im headed back to my car to get my blanket and pillow and Im going to sob in bed for a few hours.

Oh ya - and bc I dont have a job I cant afford to go to the doctor to get more anti-depressants, so things are only looking down.

12 comments:

Dana the wedDing JunkiE said...

You're in my thoughts girlie, perk up-everything will turn out alright! :)

Crazy Shenanigans said...

Hang in there! I'm trying to make it to the next paycheck as well!

Polish and Pearls said...

I'm scrambling to my next paycheck as well! You sound like you're in the exact spot I was in a couple of years ago- don't worry, everything will fit together soon :(

Preppy Pink Crocodile said...

I know right where you are. I am there every month too. All of my friends are married with babies or making babies. They have great careers or are stay at home mommas. I am so sorry you are struggling right now!! Hang in there because even if it doesn't get better in a day, you do get through it.

Mrs. Jones said...

Oh sweet girl! I'm so sorry. I know how you feel in a very large way. We should e-mail and catch up. I went through a lot starting about six months after I got married. It took a year or so, but things have a way of working out. I'm thinking about and praying for you!

Peachy Keen said...

Oh Lady, I'm so sorry that you're having such a rotten go of it right now. I'll keep you in my prayers and thoughts...just know that it will get better. Enjoy a good wallow and then get ready to dive right back in...you can do it!

Peachy Keen said...

Oh Lady, I'm so sorry that you're having such a rotten go of it right now. I'll keep you in my prayers and thoughts...just know that it will get better. Enjoy a good wallow and then get ready to dive right back in...you can do it!

Samanthahub said...

My offer still stands pretty girl! I want things to work out for you!

Royar said...

Hang in there! I wish I could give you a big hug right now! xox

Ruth said...

I am so sorry you didn't get the job. Hang in there and I know that is hard to do.
Sending you a hug!

CT Cupcake said...

oh am sorry to hear you didn't get the job. that sucks immensely. lean on your friends for support(and maybe a home cooked meal or too!) when I am feeling down. I have been known to invite myself to friends houses for dinner.

Trish said...

Hi sweetie, I've been meaning to get over here and send you a little comment love. I'm so sorry things have been a little tough lately, but I know everything is going to work out for the best. Keep trying to stay positive and look for the best in each day. I know the job thing is hard right now, but whoever is lucky enough to get you will love you and appreciate you! :) We're here for you! xx

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